i don't know

what do you want me to say???
my feeling it's not equilibrium now...
i don't know why...

i'm afraid, this ice will broke, and i can't control that...
i'm afraid, peevish, confused, and i don't know....

my Lord...
forgive me.....
please hold my life in your hand...
please give me your strenght, to know what's your will...

now, i dont know..what i must doing..
i will try to strive in this condition.........
because i know, although i'm very wretch but my lord always keep my life...

thanks lord, because you always love me every moment....
i know i have no a people who i trust to help me for go out from this condition..
but throug this note, i can share my problem...
thanks lord when you always faithfullnes to heard every my prayer and always wait me...